lol.. i've been tagged to play a little game...
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
1) i need to arrange my pillows and soft toys on my bed in the exact same position each night before i can sleep. will feel very uncomfortable if anything is out of place. Of course, this only applies before i fall asleep.
2) i cannot eat breakfast straight away after i wake up in the morning. ( only if i wake up earli in the morning) If not... i will get a bad tummy ache within 30 mins.
3) i dun really eat rice when i'm at home. feeds on either instant noodles or juz dishes.
4) i weigh myself on my digital weighing machine at least 3 times a day (after i wake up, before i sleep and once some time in between) Unless i'm hardly at home the whole day. =p
5) strong coffee, 3-in-1 coffee mix, makes me sleepy instead of an energy booster.
6) i cant stand any insects inside my house, especially flying ones. i will freak out. If it is in the living room.. i will lock myself in my room and not come out the entire time until it is gone or more often than not, killed by my poor mum.
there.. i'm done! hope i dun appear weird to anyone after this. lol
well.. i dun think i know who reads my blog or who has a blog so i guess i gotta end the line here without tagging anyone. >.<
27.3.07
23.3.07
gosh.. i'm dead beat.
after so many days of preparation, late nights.. i'm finally done with my marketing report plus presentation.
2 more projects to go.
many thots went thru my mind during this whole period while my brain still had to accommodate to the large amount of info packing in..
well its understandable that everyone has their moments of downside, where they have no choice but to let it out at someone.
nothing happens without a reason.
this is what i've always believe in, and for years this is what i've tried telling myself at times when i feel insulted. It aint easy at all to hide the feelings when you know that you're hurt but because you care about the ppl around you, you still choose to give a smile.
Since young, my forte has been forgiving and forgetting, for the simple fact that humans are flawed.
But yeah. perhaps ppl arnd or even me myself sometimes forget that i am a human too.
i do feel upset, depressed, angry, frustrated juz lik anyone else.
at times i just wonder to myself why do i even bother trying to hide?
why do i have to bow my self-esteem low enough juz for others to walk all over me?
why?
yes. i have to say that being the way i am does give me a good image.. being soft and weak does help to solve problems. But seriously i'm sick and tired of being a nice person. Its bloody tiring to be nice all the time.
and its even more depressing, when you are trying hard to adjust yourself to other ppl's needs and demands and they take you for granted.
everyone in this world gives and takes.
But how many actually remember the things they take?
how many actually forget what they took but not forget what they've given?
i can certainly say, almost everyone. including myself.
but i always remind myself, tat i've to think of what others have put in.. may it be efforts or purely laughter tat they've brought to me, the things that i see in them tat made me treasure them.
The reason why i've always choose to forgive and forget.
It is predestined that we're all born with only THIS amount of time and meet THIS amount of people..
if me being less demanding and more tolerating can bring more love and peace in this lifetime,
No matter how freaking unbearable the insult is... i guess i will still try to face people with a smile.
after so many days of preparation, late nights.. i'm finally done with my marketing report plus presentation.
2 more projects to go.
many thots went thru my mind during this whole period while my brain still had to accommodate to the large amount of info packing in..
well its understandable that everyone has their moments of downside, where they have no choice but to let it out at someone.
nothing happens without a reason.
this is what i've always believe in, and for years this is what i've tried telling myself at times when i feel insulted. It aint easy at all to hide the feelings when you know that you're hurt but because you care about the ppl around you, you still choose to give a smile.
Since young, my forte has been forgiving and forgetting, for the simple fact that humans are flawed.
But yeah. perhaps ppl arnd or even me myself sometimes forget that i am a human too.
i do feel upset, depressed, angry, frustrated juz lik anyone else.
at times i just wonder to myself why do i even bother trying to hide?
why do i have to bow my self-esteem low enough juz for others to walk all over me?
why?
yes. i have to say that being the way i am does give me a good image.. being soft and weak does help to solve problems. But seriously i'm sick and tired of being a nice person. Its bloody tiring to be nice all the time.
and its even more depressing, when you are trying hard to adjust yourself to other ppl's needs and demands and they take you for granted.
everyone in this world gives and takes.
But how many actually remember the things they take?
how many actually forget what they took but not forget what they've given?
i can certainly say, almost everyone. including myself.
but i always remind myself, tat i've to think of what others have put in.. may it be efforts or purely laughter tat they've brought to me, the things that i see in them tat made me treasure them.
The reason why i've always choose to forgive and forget.
It is predestined that we're all born with only THIS amount of time and meet THIS amount of people..
if me being less demanding and more tolerating can bring more love and peace in this lifetime,
No matter how freaking unbearable the insult is... i guess i will still try to face people with a smile.
21.3.07
i seriously hate ppl who bahaves as if they are masters and everyone else, slaves.
fucking selfish, insensitive, self centred creature.
hello. the world doesnt spin around you and you freaking have no right to throw ya attitude at ppl as and when you like.
if you cant understand other's plight and situation and be understanding.. so be it. go ahead and throw ya god damn shitty attitude around.
but the world will continue spinning.
things dun turn out the way you want it.. so be it.
you dun lik it.. so be it.
you have the choice of not wasting your oh-so-precious moments.
no ones ever owes you anything. neither do you have the right to demand anything.
fucking selfish, insensitive, self centred creature.
hello. the world doesnt spin around you and you freaking have no right to throw ya attitude at ppl as and when you like.
if you cant understand other's plight and situation and be understanding.. so be it. go ahead and throw ya god damn shitty attitude around.
but the world will continue spinning.
things dun turn out the way you want it.. so be it.
you dun lik it.. so be it.
you have the choice of not wasting your oh-so-precious moments.
no ones ever owes you anything. neither do you have the right to demand anything.
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