its sucks to have moodswings and know that you're having it.
coz ya'll try to control ya emotions and yet ya cant help but feel so fking irritated.
one moment ya feel perfectly fine, and the next moment ya just sink into ultimately sian mood and feel lik tearing at the slightest things..
wat's worse is the blooding throbbing on the tummy.. as if someone is constantly bashing up ya stomach.

so much to add on to a long day with two exams and one disappointment.

ohmigod

i just got involved in a car accident today.

was taking a cab down to sim lim square doing dear a BIG HUGE favour, to collect his sis lappy for him. was barely 1 km from my house (outside borders), and the cab crashed.
i was busy typing msg when suddenly i was bloody thrown forward. n i screamed.
my phone, bag and including my hairband sitting on head flew off.
lucky the taxi is very spacious at the back, if not i would have knock my head into the front seat and suffer from major brain blow and concuss! den my friends would have to come to the hospitals to visit me with my head wrapped up like a xmas pressie.

the crash involved three cars, the taxi was sandwiched between a normal car and a van.
Apparently the car in front jam break because the red lights came on. the taxi driver managed to stop in time but the goodoo van driver happily banged into the taxi. And the van was bloody cutting lane somemore. so the crash impact was on the left rear, right behind where i was sitting. Imagine how big the impact was!~ hell of a asshole driver!
the taxi was rather heavily damaged.
all the lights shattered, both front and back. and the boot area was dented badly. poor driver.
lucky i only suffer minor bruise on my knee and hand. If not i'm gonna freaking sue the driver for his very reckless driving and lousy control of his van..

So ended up, i got off the cab.. walk to the lido taxi stand,
took another cab and continued my journey to sim lim.

what's worse is that after all the trauma..
i still gotta return to my "ever-so-lovely' sociology book in the "ever-so-familiar" coffee bean.


exams offically begins in 2 days time.
yeeks. think this is more frightening and daunting than the crash.

The Orbitary

The path of satellite is all predetermined.
It will always be the moon revolving round the earth.
Never the other way arnd.
Day and night will occur on earth, so regular it becomes natural.

Is this the only way life can be sustained on earth?

if so, den i guess the moon will always be a subset of the earth.

its been a non-stop action of studying.
for the past week, i thot i've been leading my old life, the life without you.
everyday you were so caught up with ya own stuff and me.. busy with my new found frens - books.
at las, today i finally felt you.
i realised what i need wasnt the three words or any other sweet nothings. what i craved was the time that we laugh at smile at each other. all the silly little things we do together.
i know time is a constraint, and i aint asking for alot of ya time. Just enough for me to feel our connection, i'm happy.


"will you ever walk to me if i walk away?"

i think i know the answer now.
thanks for all the effort ya're putting in.
10 yrs down the road is when the real test comes.

South Park - World Of Warcraft Part 2

South Park - World Of Warcraft Part 1

This is freaking funny...Since all the guys are so into WOW. this is a must watch!

Its so undeniable how time can change humans, not only on appearances but substance as well.

and i've just witnessed such a change.

The once innocent and demure has turned to what seems like a spoilt and uncontrollable manipulative mind.

A social butterfly may seems all glam and attractive, like a package of all the good and previleges one can possible own. The ability to assert power over others for the benefit of oneself. But just like a butterfly, its beauty and lifespan are shortlived. There's is a high price to pay. And you'll learn to regret the choice in the way of life you choose to live by. For the impression that people grown to have of you, will last.

To me, bliss is something that you have to build it on your own. If it happens to come by, then u're fortunate. But if you live in your world of high-n-mighty and starts to take such givings for granted, some point of time you'll begin to feel real miserable. As much as you think u're deserving of the special treatment, be sensitive to the feelings of those arnd you.

we celebrated marcus's birthday in a most deadly fashion. just so happens that Halloween is round the corner.

well, first time in my 20 yrs of life, i smell traces of Halloween in the atmosphere.

As the deads loom arnd the function room of Grandeau8, we await our star's arrival- the dead zombie-ish emperor!!

Marcus looks super like those evil zombie that just sprang out of their coffins....lol

and me trying desperately to look like an horrifying egyptian queen that can kill with a deadly stare.....>.<

My darling band major boy (he claims to be a general) and guess what?

my mum says he somehow look quite girly in it... no wonder he attracts gays. =p

think we have experience more than enough to realise that our clique is just not cut out for clubbing activities. time again and again, clubbing turns out real bored and stony.. ppl straying off for private chats, ppl getting pissed with each other over some reasons, ppl stoning at the seats doing totally nothing but breathing in second hand smoke, and ppl getting abandoned and left to rot alone!! =p

then what's the point of going? just because it is a pop culture and trendy to dress up in pretty clothes? why for we go the extra mile of gathering everyone there when all we do is sit there lik ornaments on a shelf waiting to be sold?

i guess i'm so so over this clubbing activity.

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this is so cute and funny... why dogs hate halloween!

poor doggies... but i think i'll do the same if i have a dog..heh.