went to the doctor with dear to get his ingrown toe settled on thurs night.

yeeewww... it was such a bloody process.

haha..and the doc seem quite inexperienced.

doc: *pokes the needle into nd's big toe*

nd: ouch!

me: pain?

doc: sorry sorry.

*pokes again*

nd: wa. its quite pain.

doc: sorry.

* jab the bloody big needle for the third time*

after dear's toe seem kinda numb, he took out a knife looking scissors and started sawing into the nail.

me: YUCKS!

nd: *felt the pain hitting his pain threshold, but still trying to bear the pain*

guess what.. the anesthatic did not last for more than a min.

all the jabbing was quite useless.

poor dear just tahan the pain the whole way thru.

and about half his nail got cut off. gross.

i'll kill myself if i were to have an ingrown.

i'll ask the doc to give me the mask so that i'll concuss and not know what happened after.

sat was nd's mummy's birthday.. she treated me to concert again.. how sweet la.

we went to no signboard seafood at kallang for dinner before heading to national stadium.

and she order lobster salad!

(no pic cos the bloody blogger refuse to upload the photos >.<)

wong lee hom's concert was stunning!

he's really one talented artist.

he played the piano, violin, drums, guitar, er hu......

it was more fun that JJ's concert.. more audience's participation and stuff.. not so serious and all.. so people was practically standing up and clapping and singing along with him and stuff.

think he didnt had much rehearsal thou.

it was the first time i actually see someone take out a slip of paper and read off the paper, thanking the sponsors in a concert man... he's the first.

lik how.. erm... umprepared. lol

gosh. the many nights of sleeping late has finally brought down my immune system.

having flu and a bad dry cough. its so irritating cos you just cant stop coughing.

and the week ahead is piled with deadlines for essays, tests, assignments, presentation.

8 page essay with footnote and bibliography....

how am i gonna survived thru this?

help.

dao andy and pouting me

dear just told me stories bout his guy frens who went to visit indecent karaoke lounge.
they wanted to ask him along actually.. how dare they man!
of course, he didnt go or else i'll juz chop him up into million pieces.
dun understand why guys are so desperate for sexual hook ups.. go all the way to geylang to "gao" arnd with girls in the excuse of singing.. total crap.
last time he told me bout those who went for indecent massage parlour and end up paying few hundreds to screw the girl. yeeeeeeww...
haha.. hearing all the funny stories from dear just made me feel so negative of army boys.
is it all these guys can think about? haha..
oh well.. i guess i'll only go geylang for one reason...
to eat their fantastic food.


suddenly remember this lame joke from a joke book, so decided to write it here.


To girls, there are three sizes for guys.


medium, large and OHMIGOD.


To men, there is also only three sizes for girls.


large, medium and size-does-not-matter.




HOLY CRAP.




phew. finally i have one week with less workload.
wx will understand the pain we go through being in a sch.
it kills.
think all my time is just devoted to school work that i hardly have the energy to do other stuff.
wanna go exercise and go shopping and go night safari and go anywhere in singapore but sch!
that day at happy daze, desmond said i grew fatter.
so upset. i mean i know that i'm getting fat. but it just so demoralizing to hear people telling you that you're fat. its just a girl's thing.


DEAR! LETS GO RUNNING......
WEN XIAN!!! GO EXERCISE TOGETHER SOON!
CINDY!! GO SHOPPING SOON!


anyway, it was fun at daze on sat.
i guess everyone didnt had so much fun together for so long.
dear that ass got tipsy and high.

and now he complains he got orh chey all over and kena pinched on his boobs.
wonder which brokeback buddy of his hit on him tat night.

bleah.

i'm beginning to love my green eyes..


went to the cathay to watch "rob-b-hood today
dear's mummy got free tics from the company.

MIGOD!!
the baby in the show was so freaking CUTE!!!
he got super big blue eyes..
super chubby face.. and
super nice smile!!!
i wanna go rob the baby too.

the show has so many guest star starring in it.. jacky chan and louis khoo were the main actors.. den still got daniel wu, nicholas tse, charlene from twins and others...
its so hilarious watching the baby suck jacky chan's nipple la.. and guess how they did it?
they rub some honey onto his nipple and shove it into the baby's mouth. lol...
didnt really expected it to be this good..
they had good fighting scenes, very hair-raising stunts, damn shuai actors ( louis khoo and daniel wu!), freaking cute baby, hilarious scenes but yet touching. Almost teared near the ending.. andy's mummy teared i think.
so yup.. i'll rate it 4/5!

love it.

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"tell her you are part of the family"

so elated to hear that. haven really felt the feeling of family for a long time. to have the ppl you feel so spiritually connected to, sitting together, eating and laughing.

there's just so many more things i wanna do with this family.

school was crazy.
today i just spent a total of 12 hours in sch.. from 8 am till 8 pm.
only 3 words to describe...
suay
suay
suay!!!
had econs test early in the morning at 8
and i so screwed it up.
then had 4 hours break till my lect from 2-4 followed by my indo singing rehearsal from 4-6 and finally the actual performance from 6-8.... so glad the day is over!




my indo singing performance was quite fun thou.
its like a short skit plus nursery songs...
pw was in the same singing group.. so you can imagine how zao siah the singing is.. lol.
but feedback from ppl was that our performance was the most entertaining! HA!




i shall teach some useful indo words:
berapa harga? - how much?
mahal sekali - very expensive
tidak jadi deh - dun wan anymore
murah - cheap
saya mau beli.... - i want to buy....




this is gonna be so useful if ya wanna shop in Indonesia!! heh.




anyway, posted this up to show my dear "ass" how the library in school look lik.. coz most of the time i'm there... ;p it is very safe ok!! haha
i'm like a soon-to-be permanent resident in the central library.

Check out the no. of ppl mugging in the library... it is close to filled!!!
all e chao muggers..
okie.. including myself.




finally manage to squeeze out some time to go out with my "ass" and have a nice lunch at fish and co!

the mermaid freeze was yummy... its sorta mango mix with carrot.. sounds wierd but taste good!

was running out of contacts lenses, so went to buy after lunch.

ask my ass to pick the color for me... (was expecting some normal color lik brown or grey or something..)

guess what.. *drum rolls*

he picked groovy green!!!~

erm... so dun be shock the next time ya see me....;p

i wanna go perm my hair soon.

just waiting for my stupid hair to grow longer. any idea how to make hair grow faster? apart from doing hair extension....?

imagine someone else's hair on ya head. gross.

and i'm planning to go wash my hair with beer soon! its proven effective by shape magazine that it'll give more shiny and silky hair.

its time i start pampering myself and spend more time beautifying myself.. =P

my life's been really routine these days.

apart from going for dinners and going to sch, the rest of my free time i'm just stoning arnd, nua-ing in my sofa watching cable, snacking away or attempting to study for my test on fri. (gave up doing econs hmwk coz i just dunno what the shit the question wants. )

trust me to major that. gonna die so horribly in it.

heard shao's gonna major econs too?

haha.. so can forget bout asking me to teach you k. i totally suck at it. big time!

Sometimes we fail when we try
too hard.

it really surprises me how silly a person i've become.

since when have i became such a nuisance and irritant.

i hate myself getting so work up over little small things.

i hate myself for being so over-protective over others.

i hate myself worrying over nothing.

i hate myself being this way.

i hate it.

this is so not me.

i'm never so negative. yet i find it so hard to be my carefree self again.

i feel so weak. too weak for my own good.

i better pick up the pieces of
myself and piece it up before i crumble further.

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i wanna go Japan!!! i wanna travel with andy and his family at the end of the year.

trust mum to reject my request. I've been hell of a good daughter. No sleepovers. Coming home before 12 ( try my best). This been going on for months alr. been obliging to all her stupid rules and now i cant even go hols. i'm going crazy being a good girl. All i have been trying to do was be a good girl and all i get is this. what the hell is this world coming to?

i really want to be drunk just for a night.
hardly even had the chance to drink alr.

maybe just sip a few mouths?
i just wanna let my brain take a break. ( thou sadly my body will suffer from the toxics)
its been working too hard for its own good.