many thanks to everyone who turned up for my surprise bday party,
who all play a part and put in much effort and work to make it a memorable night for me.
of course, all these wouldnt have happened without him.
all the plannings, decorations, surprises, cakes, flowers, dinner, the wonderful ambience and effect, everyone all dressed up for the party, making me feeling lik a cinderella.
He, i shall stick with
thru thick and thin.
i know some werent enjoying themselves at all that night.
each has their own issues to ponder, own problems to solve,
own misery to wallow themselves in.
But i really wanna thank them, for putting aside their feelings, their weaknesses, their sadness,
turning up for the party, put up a brave front and face all of us with a smile.
thou it may be a weak smile, but i really appreciated the efforts to make my party a fulfilling and warming one.
i've ever been in a group, acting strong, acting as if everything was normal, yet my heart was bleeding, crying.
it takes lots of courage and strength to stop the hateful tears from spilling out.
so i really understand how it feels and how much you all have done for me.
especially the heartbroken one.
i dun blame the loving couple who end up quarrelling in the midst of my bday.
i understand that shit do happened.
and always at the wrong time.
not everyone can control their anger and emotions as well as others.
i had my cinderella night.
i had my splendid and satisfying dinner at mandai orchid garden with my beloved one.
i had recieved a priceless gift from him,
a collection of us
heart-felt words from him.
this is my year 2006.
n i'm lovin' it.
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make a decision, follow it
and never regret it.
live life the way you choose to be.
