so i see....

all along its me tats being unfair to you.

its you tats been suffering in silence all these while..

i was so blind and dumb not to realise.

while trying hard to get back my place and identity in the group,

i forgot about you.

i forgot how complicated things were.

I thought you were being accepted juz lik me..

forgive me for being such an ass.

To ppl outside who have no idea of the truth, please think twice before you put down your judgement.

it was me.

me who caused all tat to happened.

i was the selfish one tat chose my happiness over the happiness of others.

i am the bitch..slut..whatever.

i wont care how ppl will think of me..coz it doesnt matter to me anymore.

it was my decision and i'm sticking by it.

i juz hope ppl out there will not throw the entire blame to someone..

someone who has suffered all these while to protect my happiness.

someone whom i've let down in the process.

well i guess... the point is..

we all ought to be more sensitive to the feelings of others.

i know sometimes when you all say something.. it was meant to be a joke.

but perhaps to somebody, it meant alot.

i'm learning to be more sensitive.

to make up for what i've missed.

there're two sinners, not one.

hope you guys remember this.