my blog is all set with the help of my darling wx.

hurray!

my results was out yest..it was just average.

didnt do as well as i thot i could cos i really put in lots of effort this sem.

thot i could get an A for 2 mods, but end up getting B+.

damn those ppl who shifted me out of range in the bell shaped curve!

BOO!

Met nd in the afternoon, wanted to go for a shopping spree to make myself happy after getting the results...

dear bought himself 2 shirts..one from springfield and one from levis.

and me....

I got nothing!

wasnt it me the one that were suppose to relieve depression??

humph!!!

i kept throwing tantrum coz i didnt buy anything.

nd got so helpless from my whining that he was willing to buy my anything!

heh heh.. but i couldnt find anything much tat i fancy tat day.

wasted. =p

And talking bout the great singapore sale...shopping malls were packed.

hate shopping in such crowds.

we left town bout 7 plus and went to marina to fetch nd's mum and sis.

since he took the car, he has the duty to be the chauffeur and send them home.

went northpt to watch OVER THE HEDGE.

me nd and jolene.( his sis)

first time we watch movie together.

wanted to make her sit in between us and feed us popcorn! wahahaha...

surprisingly the show was better than expected.

some part of it were amusingly funny.

except that the whole theatre was filled with noisy kids especially these two boys behind us.

talk to each other as if they were talking across their dining table!

was telling nd tat if in future my kids were lik them..

i'll smack them.

think i'm on major pms... get irritated and pissed off quite easily these days.

hmmmmm

thanks dear for putting up with me

and making me laugh with ya silly actions!

muacks.

TADA!! aint my blog nice now.. a true toilet queen's blog.

heh heh.

spent the whole night yest changing the stuff.. and i added in the comments function so ppl can leave msges down now.

still dunno how to add in tagboard thou... went to the website for tagboards and they say need to pay annual fee for it..

did you ppl pay for it?

spent the whole day at home today.

had nothing much to do until some sponsors for the Sportsball decide to screw up my day.. >.<

sponsor so little and expect so much publicity in return..

wth.

so end up spending the whole afternoon replying mails... calculating quotations, coming up with ideas of how their products can come in blah blah.

i swear off marketing in future.

not when i aint paid for it!!!

bah.

wonder what got into me when i decide to join the o-comm.

nuts.

anyway..i'm gonna go out to supper with nd soon.

going to eat bak choo mee!!!!

heh.. had a craving for it for quite some time.. and i'm finally gonna eat it.

TONIGHT!!

damn. think i'm getting fatter n fatter these days.

food is all i can think of.

oh well... since when do i not think of food anyway.

random

The girls!

haha.. its pretty amazing how the three of us met and became frens.

how we were linked through other ppl at first and eventually crossed into each other's path in life.

AND....

We have something in common.

all 3 of us are blur lik sotongs.

In rank:

No 1: Cindy

No 2: Me

No 3: Liying

What a bunch of blur queens!!~

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alright...was sidetracking...anyway this photo was taken when we went to watch Da Vinci together..

well, according the them the show was so-so only. most of the twist in the book are shown but nothing else fantastic bout it. I haven read the book yet.. so got nothing to comment.

but after the show, i'm determined to finish reading angels and demons! borrowed the book from nd eeyons ago and its been collecting dust in my shelf ever since. cant blame me coz everytime i read, my eyes will get tired staring thru the tiny lines of words and den.. PIAK! the book will slam on my face and i'll fall asleep with it. When i wanna read it the next day, i would have not rem where i stopped n gotta flip a few pages back and start again..and the process goes on.

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ugh.. been going to quite a few interviews recently. still hoping to get a stable job soon. went to funan to have an interview with ken's mum yest, for the upcoming pc show.

gosh. worst interview i've ever been to. well, it was an enriching one.. cos we were basically lectured by his mum. we didnt know tat we gotta prepared ourselves and research on pc before the interviews... i mean how often does an interview require tat without any previous notification? besides, trainings were provided. so me and ly were happily appeared at the shop looking good and pretty, thinking tats all they're looking for.

who knows..

(i will not go into details of what she say coz that will be too long to be typed out)

she wanted us to go look arnd the shops in funan... learn from the sales ppl on the spot and den get back to her in a few hours time and pretend to sell her a notebook.

for computer idiots lik me and ly... who knew nothing bout RAM nor processors such as centrino core Duo nor ATI graphics etc..it was totally impossible to learn everything up in a few hrs time and be confident enuff to sell to a scary comp pro!!

i swear it was worse then exams... we collected phamplets, pretended tat we wanna buy laptops and see how the sales ppl explain and stuff.. den try to memorize some of the essential stuff.

we would have given up long time ago if the person interviewing us wasnt ken's mum!

finally after a torturous 2 hrs.. we decided to face our fate and return to the shop and say whatever crap we know. lucky, his mum was busy at the time, and as i had to meet wx to pass her the cap in town, we told the person to tell ken's mum tat we're rushing off and we'll come back another day to "sell her the notebook".

PHEW!!! wat an interview... the longest interview ever too. me and ly stayed at funan for a grand total time of 4 hrs!!! from 1-5pm.

crazy.

anyway, i'm not planning to do the show alr.

I'm not confident in sales driven jobs in the first place.

and i'm too scared to face ken's mum again.

so i see....

all along its me tats being unfair to you.

its you tats been suffering in silence all these while..

i was so blind and dumb not to realise.

while trying hard to get back my place and identity in the group,

i forgot about you.

i forgot how complicated things were.

I thought you were being accepted juz lik me..

forgive me for being such an ass.

To ppl outside who have no idea of the truth, please think twice before you put down your judgement.

it was me.

me who caused all tat to happened.

i was the selfish one tat chose my happiness over the happiness of others.

i am the bitch..slut..whatever.

i wont care how ppl will think of me..coz it doesnt matter to me anymore.

it was my decision and i'm sticking by it.

i juz hope ppl out there will not throw the entire blame to someone..

someone who has suffered all these while to protect my happiness.

someone whom i've let down in the process.

well i guess... the point is..

we all ought to be more sensitive to the feelings of others.

i know sometimes when you all say something.. it was meant to be a joke.

but perhaps to somebody, it meant alot.

i'm learning to be more sensitive.

to make up for what i've missed.

there're two sinners, not one.

hope you guys remember this.

sacrifice for mummies and larry >.<

today was another tiring day...

i was entrusted with the important task of getting larry's present for tomoro's celebration.

went to Toys'R'us in the afternoon to get the mini pool set for him.

i found two sets there..one bigger but more ex..and one smaller but cheaper.

didnt know which to buy..so called wx but she didnt pick up the phone.

so in the end i left forum without buying anything and head to taka to buy mother's day prezzies first. wasted trip...>.<

i was getting damn moody when i reach taka.

first thing of all, i hate buying present for others..cos i'll take half a day choosing wat to buy.

besides, today was public hol and town was damn freaking packed!

head to the watch section to get nd's mummy's prez first.

after roaming arnd for a long time and questioning the salesgirl...

i finally decided on the swatch watch..

kept calling dear for his opinion and stuff..bet he was damn disturb by my calls..heh.

the watch is kinda pretty and classy!

with diamond studs on it.

den i head down to the shoes section to get prez for my mummy.

walked arnd for 45 mins and finally settled on 2 pairs of shoes for her...

one's kinda glam..workish style...the other more of a casual heels.

actually i anyhow picked them cos was losing my patience.

but nevertheless, its still yummy looking!

and guess wat...just when i was bout to leave taka and back to forum for stupid larry's prez,

its started to rain heavily.

good god. another 'sway' day.

camped at wisma for a while.. and finally decided to chiong the rain.

dun give a damn if i'm gonna get drenched or whether the nice wrapping paper that i bought was gonna get soggy..cant be bothered!!!

luckily, the rain ceased soon and was only drizzling a little.

i knew god wasnt tat mean to me.

back at Toys'R'us...

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tada! found the pool set!

so cute when things comes in mini sizes!

damn freaking tired after tat..my back was aching..so is my arms.. so is my thighs..so is my shoulders..basically my whole body..

I"M GETTING OLD! URGH!

wanted to cab home..but there was a bloody queue..

suddenly it hit me tat it was peak period.

damn.

finally got a cab 15 mins later and was on my way home.

home sweet home!

i love my home.. especially today.

well, at least i got the prezzies settled except for my aunt.

hope nd rem to buy stairway to heaven for my aunt.

some korean drama.

she's a korean drama series fan.

but man...i'm damn broke now..

spent 250+ bucks on the prez.

updated my bank book today and realised tat 800+ bucks mysteriously disappeared from my account in march.

dun rem spending so much.

wat i really need now is this...

lots and lots of it.

what a day!

yesterday was hell of a rollercoaster day.

had the worse morning ever.

1st bad sign: woke up with a bloody sore eye.

2nd bad sign: suppose to meet nd at 9 and i woke up at 9.

3rd bad sign: got ready in my fastest timing ever of 15 mins and rush cab down to ssdc.

4th bad sign: for some reasons that i do not wish to mention, me and nd quarrelled. real bad.

5th bad sign: first time we argued in public face to face.

6th bad sign: first time that i was ever shouted/scolded at by my bf.

like how much worse can one's morning get.

dear was at ssdc getting ready for his tp scheduled at 11.

he had a revision early on at 7 in the morning and was free from 9 till 11. so i had promised to go down to acc him while waiting.

was really crushed and depressed after the big fight with him.

but dunno what came into me, i stayed on and waited for him till he finished his tp.

and i'm glad i did. we both cooled down a little just before his tp and i dun wish to affect his performance in his tp, so i kept quiet.

manage to gather watever courage and thick skinness i had and gave his a good luck hug before he went into his test car.

tats when things started to change for the better.

sat on the bench facing the circuit and prayed the whole way thru for him to pass the test.

i knew he wanted to pass it real bad.

and i dun wish to see him disappointed on top of the emotional trauma that we went thru earlier.

Alas, after a good 45 mins.

he was done.

he proceed to the debrief room with the test instructor and after a min,

he came out shaking his head.

showed me the paper......

tat big idiot passed his test!

haha.. was seriously happy for him.

(happy for myself too coz i dun need to spent money on cab fares anymore!)

wanted to go celebrate and have lunch but dear wanted to head home to shower first.

so we went to da bao bak chor mee to his house instead.

we were still kinda affected by wat happened in the morning.

we didnt talk much throughout the trip to his house, and while having lunch.

i was real sleepy after eating and because i slept very little the night before,

my body was protesting. (reason y i couldnt wake up)

nd saw my dying face and asked me to go to the room to rest.

guess wat, i laid on the nice comfy bed and dozed off almost immediately.

before i collapsed totally,

dear sneaked onto the bed with me and hugged me to sleep.

i smiled to myself in my dreams.

finally the unhappy times were over.

i slept for 2 wonderful hrs.

everything was back to normal after that.

spent the rest of the day hugging my dear and laughing at his spastic acting and jokes.

after dinner, nd drove us to northpt to watch MI3.

first time ever! nd was driving with a licence! and most imptly with me inside! haha

the movie was not bad..kinda exciting but with real typical happy ending.

den dear drove me home after tat.

sayonnara taxi fares!

you drivers can stop earning my midnight charges! ha!

but den again.." hello petrol fees."

dear's currently looking out for cars.. planning to get a sec-hand one.

he wanted a honda jazz..

reason being its small- easy to park.

i wrote his name on the car plate! heh.

but on well, i guess it'll depend on the price. average of 30k for a sec-hand car. so pockets gonna bleed real soon.

i hope i can pass mine tp soon too! its scheduled on 13th june. bloody far away. cant believe i booked it in april and the earliest available slot is in june. crap!

i'll get my own car too if i pass mine!

my dream car..convertable! (sorry, my drawing aint fantastic.)

man...i cant wait.

simply cant wait.

but i gotta wait.

damn.

shop till you drop!

woke up at 8 in the morning on tues to go for the sportsball meeting..

haven woke up so early ever since exams ended.

meet pw at clementi to buy waffles to eat before going to sch.

heh..and yup.. we were half an hour late.

as usual, the meeting was crap.

venues for sportsball and sports bash have yet to be comfirmed

and how the hell am i suppose to tell the sponsors?

"the events would be held tentatively at either **** or ****"

they'll be wondering how efficient we can get. bah!

anyway i got loads of marketing stuff to do..my marketer under me will be away for one week in may and the whole month in june!!!

wow! she can REALLY lighten my workload man.

looks lik i gotta depend on me myself and I.

tat day was pretty horrendous.

was suppose to go down to sea sports camp to 'con' freshies into joining our pageant (haha!)

in the end, me and pw were too tired to go down after a long day of shopping.

besides, it was raining heavily and had difficulty getting down to east coast.

heh..so we juz indulged ourselves in shopping!!

was kinda bad mood tat day coz i quarrelled with nd in the morning..

and decided to pamper myself and bought quite abit of stuff!

my conquered items!

the shoes is damn pretty, bought them at far east.. its this batik print stuff on it and super got the royalty feel! me and pw bought one pair each!! she bought the brown one while i bought the blue one...gonna wear it this sat i guess!

and i love the cappy! bought it from mambo at pacific plaza~ there's this relatively new mambo shop there and the stuff there are simply yummy! and hell ex too.

den i bought the top from phuture state at wisma. they have really nice tops there but they only cater to SMALL and SKINNY ppl! how can they leave out big size ppl lik us!!!! humph! there's this another blue top that i fancy but i look hell fat in it.. lik bloody squeezing myself into it.. so demoralizing. bah!

yea..so went home a happy girl.

and a poorer one too.

spent close to 100 bucks on those 3 items.

oh well, things that girls do to cheer themselves up.

tat's what frens are for

well i'm kinda back-tracking a little..

met up with my pal since pri sch on thurs last week.

its one of the rare times tat we met up ever since a loong loong time.

but hey! how many good frens can be lik us? didnt meet up for eeyons and when we do.. we still talk and chat lik old times.

met up at 4 at city hall and we comb down marina square..

gosh..kinda hate tat place

cos we were super unfamiliar with the mall and got lost.

Damn..so embarrassing.

den we head down to taka to have our yummy dinner at seoul garden!

the last time i ate there was lik 3 yrs ago?

we went arnd 8 or so and started our pig out session..

gosh i should have taken pic of the amount of food we took.

horribly lots!

actually it was not tat much, den when the waitress came up to us and say the last serving was at 945, ys went to take more food..

more chicken more beef more sotong and more veggies!

tat wasnt all.. cos both of us were eating at snail speed..

we have too much food and too little time to eat.

in the end, we were the last survivors of the whole restaurant!

imagine the whole floor crew packing up and waiting for two stupid girls to finish their food. >.<

bet they were cursing us the whole night.

and hell NO am i entering that place again.. at least gotta disguise myself first.

good grace! i didnt felt so full before...literally draggin my tummy out of taka.

we went for a stroll along orchard road (how romantic yea?)

haha.. we took lots of silly pics on the street and were laughing our heads off.

mayb we laugh too loud or something..

n we caught the attention of this group of jap guys nearby.

they came up to us and mumbled some stuff..

"konideska?"

(my own version cos i have no idea what's the exact of it)

oooo... they were quite cute.. typical jap guys with small eyes but shuai!

guess wat..

we were kinda blur n didnt really understand them so we juz give a stupid face

and shake our heads lik idiots.

only after a while did ys (she learn jap before) realised that they were speaking jap

and what they ask meant was..

" are you from japan?"

whamp! if we realised earlier

we could have at least gave better respond rather than looking at idiots. haha

oh well the good thing is tat...

we look lik jap girls!! yeah!!!

under the dim lights and shadows cast on our face that gave that delusion.

taking spastic fotos... i love my pig looking one! haha

had a fun day! went home near 12 and dear was kinda worried bout me walking that dark stretch of road home alone. whoops!

anyways, HURRAY to ys!

and HURRAY to our frenship!

i am toilet queen!

my personalized toiletqueen logo! preetty~

Finally settled down myself to create my very own blog...man was it tough!

i mean for a computer idiot like me. this is alr considered very nice k.

By the way, i am not insane, calling myself toilet queen or an idiot who loves to associate herself with the toilet.

my dear nd used to call me tat coz i always frequent the toilet after i eat!

oh well, cant blame me for having 'super efficient' intestines rite?

and damn whoever who took the blog name 'toiletqueen'!!!

now i gotta modify my one to toyluttqueen. >.<

gosh. freaking exams is finally over. still have a month or so before the horrible results is released on 25th may! man..i gotta have all my fun before my dying day comes.

and guess wat.

i have a freaking long hol of 3 months with nothing to do.

really gotta give myself a kick in the ass and hurry get a job before my days are wasted rotting at home and being the biggest fan of SCV.

but i had a splendid time over the weekend. met up with the clique to celebrate kenneth's (aka my BIG bro) bday.

nothing feels better than having ya frens arnd and having a good laugh together.

laugh lik mad when our dear crazy wenxian stuff cakes into ken's mouth, and whack the shit out of him with a massaging thing consisting of a spiky ball and a hand-like thing to scratch ya back.

haha.. wx rox! the no. 1 fun and cranky girl on earth.

and she's my partner in crime! waha!

after having a hilarious time torturing ken at wx's house, we head to cosy bay for jian hui's bday party.

the place was beautiful..with lots of lights and a pagoda looking restaurant.

there's a bridge to cross over from the kallang side and me wx and nd were freaked out by a hideous spotlight at the side of the bridge.

it may sound silly but hell ya gotta see how scary it was..

somehow it look lik a small girl with long hair staring down at the river.

at every angle of it!

yucks.. my hair stands at the thot of it now.. brrrr..

we chill out a while at the place..having erm disgusting magaritas.

i ordered a mango magarita and it tasted nothing lik mango.

cindy, ken, nd and me left the place bout 10.30 or so and head to daze.

it was the lady boss's bday too tat night.

hell lot of people borned on 7th may.

we were all kinda hungry when we reach there and so we went chomp chomp to 'da bao' spicy squids and my darling nd ordered his favorite bak cho mee. the lady boss saw us eating and offered us curry chicken.

haha..bet the people arnd us was thinking who's that four hungry pigs....

after tat, we settled down to our drinks.

me and cindy had a whole bottle of port to ourselves..

n i tell you it is damn yummy!

taste lik dessert wine..;p

ken and nd was happily sipping their chivas away.

had a fun time talking at daze. forgot how fun it was juz to sit and chill with ya frens.

cindy was under curfew and gotta be home by 1.30, so ken sent her home while we wait for him at daze.

we (ken and me only, because nd was trying so damn hard not to fall asleep as he slept for 2 pathetic hrs the night before) chatted somemore and finally left at 330 or so.

reached at dear's house bout 4 and by the time we bathed and stuff it was bout 5 plus.

woke up arnd 2 and spent the rest of the day at dear's house lazing arnd.

but it was quality time spent together.

especially after a busy week for dear so we hardly meet up the whole week.

gosh this is getting kinda long.

shall head to bed alr.

damn. gotta think of what to do tomoro again.

having hol with nothing to do really sux.